FREQUENCIES TRAVELER NOVEMBER 23--NOVEMBER 26, 2016 Tortured minds.... Tortured bodies... Tortured lives. Or the delusion of such events. The week was progressing as a time to re-adjust. Or to re-adjust the re-adjustment. What was I going to 'FEEL' next? "Get used to how it feels and forget about it." A thought spoke. "Nevermind it." Another thought advised or commanded or parlayed. "How logical," I could think to myself. "The more that I aim to draw up memory, the more it expresses itself in emotion and its physical cousin, pain. Could have been a scent, as well. Routing the pathway to my memory through emotional gatekeepers: 'be careful,' 'do not go back,' 'might be a painful or harmful event there for you'... Discouraging me? 'Forget about it' sounds like the opposite of a command to memorize or remember. 'CAUTION,' gatekeeper says. This reminds me of a literary quote in Wizard of Oz, the movie version: "I'd turn back if I were you!" to which Cowardly Lion agrees without further ado and does an agreeable U-turn. Of course, there would be no journey in the story unless he ventures ahead anyway, so his friends encourage him to abandon his efforts to abandon his plans! "If I 'nevermind it', will I be of blank mind? Never a mind? Am I choosing to bypass the thought and ignore it by having other thoughts? Am I playing with language? 'Mind' is also an English language word that can mean, 'to obey'. A child is encouraged to 'mind your mother.' What does 'mind your manners' mean? Give thought to your manners? To give thought to something is quite enormous if thinking leads to ideas which lead to creation or destruction and beingness or nonbeingness. What then should one take from the instruction to "nevermind it?" To be of no mind at all... To give it no thought?.... which ultimately could result in its nonexistance?... To ignore it and ameliorate the suffering by distracting the brain/mind connection to other avenues?" The first question, if one is going to analyze it, rather than being of blank mind in regard to it, would be to inquire of the source of the instruction and of the source's motive. Would the instruction, if followed, help the thinker/creator/destroyer or confuse? Is it a motiveless phrase and of no meaning whatsoever unless the mind and its internal gatekeeper assign it meaning?" "Get used to how it feels" is equally stunning to me. Am I, already the sensitive type, learning HOW to feel anew? ...to learn how to create a type of pain FILTER? ... to desensitize myself? ... be less of a receiver so that pain is not something which draws my attention? How am I a more caring or intuitive receiver now? Is it because I feel? ... Because I sense and perceive? I am light!... Okay, but more... because I empath and relate to experience. Pleasure and pain, when filtered through emotional memory, create another type of memory: signpost. If I have been physically injured in the past and the result was loss to me of time, advantage, health, safety or advancement, my signpost has a message of fear and discourages me in my pursuit of that which may repeat the loss. The opposite is true also. Invitations to dinner with warm friends invite signposts of pleasure MIXED WITH FEAR. Fears of inadequate response to pleasurable invitations are often associated with past failures to perform as well as one would have imagined were appropriate: one did not survive; one did not escape, succeed or return to light. In the flesh, one did not look good enough or bring the proper gift, or failed to impress.... Fear often permeates even our pleasurable ideas. Fear of death or of being eliminated as a natural element because nature saw no further use for us is instilled once we are on the Planet. Why would that internal gatekeeper be included in the package?" "Being of 'mind'... is this a quality of the spirit only when embodied? Is the disembodied spirit of no mind?... no thought element...? ... 'nevermind-ed?'... And beings of light... more than just 'stardust'; rather, 'starshine': Are beings of starshine -- beings of light --'neverminded' or even non-existant?" I breathed. NEXT PAGE Copyright 2016-2022.Asha of Antares.Asha Ariel Aleia.All Rights Reserved. Background courtesy: Asha Ariel Aleia | |||||